Pending promises

You promise that you will come back. You promise to stay with me. You promise me that everything will be alright. You promise that everything will be perfect. You introduced the word of GOD to me. You said to me that “ if you read this and believe that everything written here is true everything will go right.”

I’ve been searching for you all these years. You never tell me where you going. You promise to love me for the rest of my life. I never spend much time with you. I wanted to know you better. I wanted to know what you like or dislike. I only now see you on pictures. But I have something I wonna tell you. Something that haunt me all these years. Something that I think we be infavour of both of us.

I wonna hold your hand. I wonna hear you voice saying you love me. I wonna see your face with a smile and promise me again that everything will be perfect. Although I never spend much time with you, but I miss your presence in my life. I remember one day when we were from town, you bought me school uniform. You smile when you saw me carrying my school bag, and wearing my new uniform. I can’t forget that day bacause it was my first day at school. I remember what you said “ I’m proud of you my angel”. I think it was the last time I saw you. The last time I hear your voice and the last time I saw you.

Where ever you are, please bare in mind that I will always love you. I need you in times like these. I miss your presence in my life. Hope everything is going well on your side. Hope everything is perfect as you promise me that. I wish to see you again, hold your hand, see you smilling again. It’s been twenty one years now but it’s like yesterday.

I miss your presence in my life Khwalo,Ncuthu,Mlanjana, Nkuma, Sohobese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No matter what we’ve done LORD, forgive us!!

We all people want to be parents one day, especially in mid or late twenties. After watching third degree on Tuesday evening, I started to wonder if I’m ready to deal with some challenges of being a parent. When a mother is pregnant she started call her child by name like civil engineer, lawyer etc, without knowing what will come next. It’s painful, traumatic to watch your child suffer. I think it’s time to repent to the LORD for our sins. We might not notice our wrong doings, we might not know what GOD really want us to do.

It was prophesised in the bible that in the ending times there will be weird disease, unalleviated disease which will be the sign of the calling of the LORD. When I was watching third degree I couldn’t help myself nor hide my feelings about the little child. I even cry because she’s so strong, she even believes in the LORD.  She made me think of my childhood, when I was in her age I just went to church nothing much. I remember one day my sister did not go to church, when I was coming from church she asked me about the word that was preached at the church, I didn’t know because i was playing outside with other kids by the time the pastor was preaching.

I began to ask myself what sins I committed. I asked GOD what I must do to make him happy. I’m afraid to be parent. I think I should wait till the LORD tells me that is the right time.

I know I’ve sinned LORD but I repent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who is Mother GOD?

I think we’re in those ending times; The Bible gives many examples of signs that should warn us of the coming end of the age.  Six such signs are given by Jesus, two characteristics are given by Paul, and eleven other occurrences are given by the prophets to occur prior to or soon after the end of the age.  While we are also told we will not know the time of the End, God obviously wanted us to know when that time was getting closer.  As the Christian church is increasingly drawn into the interfaith movement, and as more and more churches go into isolation, preparing to sleep through the growing attacks on their faith, perhaps God knew it would take a few signs to wake us up and remind us that we have work to do.

I got confused last week, when Chinese man and woman come into my room and preach about mother GOD. I never heard of her before. What confused me is that they say mother GOD is alive. They visit her and she answered their prayers immediately. When I search on Google about mother god, I found something different from what they taught me.

"Mother god" is a book, entitled Heart Talks to Mother God. This book claims to be based on the motherly images of God in the Bible. It is written for children so that they may experience another metaphor for God - "Mother God, who loves them unconditionally." Unfortunately this seems to imply that fathers, including God the Father, cannot love unconditionally. The book reduces Creation to "birthing" where God no longer creates out of nothing but has a womb. Also Jesus appears to have two mothers: Mary and Mother god! This title for God has many strange implications. An important question to ask ourselves is: Do we have the license to change the revealed titles of God to fit our opinions and feelings?

Write a list: the 10 most unexpected consequences of being online.

 

·         Meeting someone from your past and you just can’t seem to get the bad memories off your mind.

·         Finding out disappointing information about someone who you thought was your friend.

·         Someone hacking into your account pretending to be you up-dating your status.

·           When you don’t have time to chat people take it the wrong way and then get offended.

·         Seeing pictures from your past that someone has been hiding and OMW  you look SOO UGLY lol.

·        You find that your future boss is online as someone else and is/has been spying on you.

·         Blind date A HUGE CONSEQUENCE some people’s profile is not the truth.

·         Misunderstandings during conversations because there is no face to face interaction.

·          Vulnerability when chatting to someone else.

·           Accidently sending a wrong message to the wrong recipient.

The elephant in the room

It is true that two heads are better than one. Lot of stresses, unreciprocated questions in your mind could be the elephant in the room. When you have something or feeling awful in doing something, because you are afraid of consequences. The elephant in my room  or in my mind is that i don’t know where i will be next year. I don’t know where to start new life of which i’m afraid of starting new province, since i don’t want to go back to Eastern Cape where i’m from.

It is so hectic to hunt and hassling a job of which you don’t know where and when you will get. Sending CV’s to all departments, but receive nothing nor regret could also be the elephant in the room. Especially when you know that you qualify for a specific job.

When you try to climb a mountain but fall in the middle of it. Whe i was young, finishing up my Matric i wanted to go to tertiary to further my studies. I wanted a Diploma so that i can get a appropriate and compensated job. It was my dream to be in a big company, working there as a Managing Director. I also wanted to work at Parliament, regulating South African policies. I choose Public Management since i thought is the one most recomended in Parliament. I get my Diploma at a record time. The elephant came into my room when i didn’t get the job even in-service training. I started to ask my self questions of which i did not be able to answer, nor no one did answer them.

Every day is a good day.

Every day is a good day to give thanks unto the lord. Every day is a good day to give thanks unto the lord. Every day is a good day to give thanks unto the lord. To give thanks unto the lord, for all he’s done for us.

Life is unpredictable. We may want to live better life. We may want to live life like angel. To be respected, to be noticed and to be well educated. Life could worth it if we may have everything we want. Everyday would be just like a Christmas if we would be happy every day. To live pure, worriless, possession life.

Every day could be a good day if we live life the way we wanted to. To be always with those people who make you happy every time you with them. Life could be good if God can always answer your prayers at the right time. Every day could like a Christmas if the day will start and end with a smile every day. Every day would be a good day if they can be all like Fridays and Saturday, when you can enjoy yourself, hook up with friends and have fun. Saturdays it’s when you can be stress free, where you can sleep all day restrain your stress. Think fresh on how you would start your next week. Every day could be a good day when you can spend all days with someone close to your heart, someone you love the most.

Every day can be a good day when you feel special everyday and every minute of it!!!!!!!