List your top 200achievements

Learning is always a passion for me.  Learning is an ongoing process, knowledge and skill gain through comprehensive learning will help you to lead successful life. Success is moreover relative to person beliefs, understanding and personal goal in life. Education with knowledge, wisdom and character is essential for personal development which leads to successful and independent life with full of happiness and self satisfaction.

what i had achieve so far:

Taking my first breath

Crawling for the first time,

 Learning to chew,

 Taking my first step,

 Sitting up by myself for the first time,

 Standing by myself for the first time,

 Learning to eat by myself,

Going to crèche for the first time,

 Going to Primary school for the first time,

Studying the alphabet,

Learning the times tables,

Learning to add and subtract,

Learning to do long division learning to write

Learning to talk to people

Learning to type

Learning to use a computer.

Learning to speak English

Learning on how to Coloring inside the lines

Learning to use a cell phone

Passing matric

Receive certificate of most neatness learner

Being accepted to do Public Management at CPUT.

Passing by distinction for the first time.

Being awarded my first National Diploma.

Being accepted to do B-Tech in PR at CPUT

Being a Christian

Being strong in believing in GOD.

Travelling by train for the first time.

Passing my learners the first time

Becoming an Aunt for the first time

Learn to bake cakes and finger foods.

Awarded for being neat and clean at high school.

Staying in a house by myself

Get certificate of appreciation from PASMA

Saying no to drugs/peer pressure

Moving away from home to study

never Smoking

Remaining friends with people that truly care and love me

Always saying please and thank you

Wearing bra for the first time

Going away alone for the first time

Flying on a plane for the first time.

 Getting my first ear piercing

Writing my first blog

Learning to use a computer/the mouse

Learning to use the internet/research online

Joining Twitter

Joining g Mxit

joining Facebook

learning to work on indesign

Being an honest person

Being a good listener

Being a reliable person

Being a good friend

Being a wonderful daughter to my parents

Trying to live each day without any regrets

I haven’t been to jail

Learning to apply make-up

opening my first bank account

learning to do group work

Learning to apply nail polish without smudging

I salute you my leader, father of the nation

Nelson Mandela is viewed as a revolutionary leader for his ability to empower and motivate others using his strong regard for consensus and the democratic process. Mandela's leadership success can be attributed to his use of consensus. Consensus is considered to be the superior decision making process to build commitment and motivation in group members towards group objectives. When you read his book "The Long Walk to Freedom" you will understand how and where this leadership style developed. Nelson Mandela, considered by many as a revolutionary leader, helped organize the fight against racism and apartheid in South Africa. 

Mandela witnessed leadership at a young age when observing his guardian supervising tribal decision-making gatherings. Mandela’s guardian listened in silence for days, never voicing his opinion even after everyone’s opinion was heard. After everyone had spoken, his guardian guided the group to reach a consensus. Later, Mandela used this experience to mold his leadership style Nelson Mandela was the first Black President of South Africa and he was one of the most instrumental figures that helped end apartheid in South Africa. After his term as president, Nelson Mandela went on to become an advocate for a variety of social and human rights organizations.

I will circle this day on my calendar

When GOD promise you something, when you lean on him, when you trust in him, GOD would do wonders in your life. I was crying all these years, I was wondering what I’ve done wrong to make GOD cross with me. I’ve been praying to GOD for so many things. Complaining for every destruction in my life. Complaining for everything not going my way.

I even lose faith in you GOD. I even lose hope in you LORD but since you work even in darkness, you made my day today. You made me strong, you made me to realize that everything happen for a reason. Even when the devil was trying to destroy or humiliate me, you made me humble, to be resembled. Since I’m the believer I don’t take everything for granted. I don’t take nonsense to my heart and I don’t care what people think of me. As long as I praise you and trust in you.

I’ve been good to other people, but in life whether you do great things to them they will always have something to talk. They will forget what you’ve done for them, even if you did great things yesterday.

What motivates me?

Motivation is both the desire and willingness to do something. It's what gets you started and keeps you going.What motivates me is to be acknowledge in whatever good thing I’ve done. My word to be heard and to be taken onto consideration.So many things can motivate me. I think to be alive is an motivation enough to work hard every day and give your best and achieve your goals. If you don't have anything that can motivate you, then you are not thankful for what you have. Some people have much more worst circumstances than what we have and if you look at the people that are so thankful for the few they have and they are motivated to do their best, why can't we be motivated everyday to be thankful and do our best.

Most people are motivated either by the avoidance of pain or the pursuit of pleasure. In my experience the most common motivation seems to be the avoidance of pain.
I'm surprised by how many people are motivated by fear. Fear of being alone, fear of what people might think, and fear of failing. Fear can be destructive, yet it can be harnessed and targeted towards a good end. If fear motivates you, use it to create the motivation that will allow you to achieve your goals.

Pending promises

You promise that you will come back. You promise to stay with me. You promise me that everything will be alright. You promise that everything will be perfect. You introduced the word of GOD to me. You said to me that “ if you read this and believe that everything written here is true everything will go right.”

I’ve been searching for you all these years. You never tell me where you going. You promise to love me for the rest of my life. I never spend much time with you. I wanted to know you better. I wanted to know what you like or dislike. I only now see you on pictures. But I have something I wonna tell you. Something that haunt me all these years. Something that I think we be infavour of both of us.

I wonna hold your hand. I wonna hear you voice saying you love me. I wonna see your face with a smile and promise me again that everything will be perfect. Although I never spend much time with you, but I miss your presence in my life. I remember one day when we were from town, you bought me school uniform. You smile when you saw me carrying my school bag, and wearing my new uniform. I can’t forget that day bacause it was my first day at school. I remember what you said “ I’m proud of you my angel”. I think it was the last time I saw you. The last time I hear your voice and the last time I saw you.

Where ever you are, please bare in mind that I will always love you. I need you in times like these. I miss your presence in my life. Hope everything is going well on your side. Hope everything is perfect as you promise me that. I wish to see you again, hold your hand, see you smilling again. It’s been twenty one years now but it’s like yesterday.

I miss your presence in my life Khwalo,Ncuthu,Mlanjana, Nkuma, Sohobese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No matter what we’ve done LORD, forgive us!!

We all people want to be parents one day, especially in mid or late twenties. After watching third degree on Tuesday evening, I started to wonder if I’m ready to deal with some challenges of being a parent. When a mother is pregnant she started call her child by name like civil engineer, lawyer etc, without knowing what will come next. It’s painful, traumatic to watch your child suffer. I think it’s time to repent to the LORD for our sins. We might not notice our wrong doings, we might not know what GOD really want us to do.

It was prophesised in the bible that in the ending times there will be weird disease, unalleviated disease which will be the sign of the calling of the LORD. When I was watching third degree I couldn’t help myself nor hide my feelings about the little child. I even cry because she’s so strong, she even believes in the LORD.  She made me think of my childhood, when I was in her age I just went to church nothing much. I remember one day my sister did not go to church, when I was coming from church she asked me about the word that was preached at the church, I didn’t know because i was playing outside with other kids by the time the pastor was preaching.

I began to ask myself what sins I committed. I asked GOD what I must do to make him happy. I’m afraid to be parent. I think I should wait till the LORD tells me that is the right time.

I know I’ve sinned LORD but I repent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who is Mother GOD?

I think we’re in those ending times; The Bible gives many examples of signs that should warn us of the coming end of the age.  Six such signs are given by Jesus, two characteristics are given by Paul, and eleven other occurrences are given by the prophets to occur prior to or soon after the end of the age.  While we are also told we will not know the time of the End, God obviously wanted us to know when that time was getting closer.  As the Christian church is increasingly drawn into the interfaith movement, and as more and more churches go into isolation, preparing to sleep through the growing attacks on their faith, perhaps God knew it would take a few signs to wake us up and remind us that we have work to do.

I got confused last week, when Chinese man and woman come into my room and preach about mother GOD. I never heard of her before. What confused me is that they say mother GOD is alive. They visit her and she answered their prayers immediately. When I search on Google about mother god, I found something different from what they taught me.

"Mother god" is a book, entitled Heart Talks to Mother God. This book claims to be based on the motherly images of God in the Bible. It is written for children so that they may experience another metaphor for God - "Mother God, who loves them unconditionally." Unfortunately this seems to imply that fathers, including God the Father, cannot love unconditionally. The book reduces Creation to "birthing" where God no longer creates out of nothing but has a womb. Also Jesus appears to have two mothers: Mary and Mother god! This title for God has many strange implications. An important question to ask ourselves is: Do we have the license to change the revealed titles of God to fit our opinions and feelings?